it seems a nightmare for me . i got electric shock like seriously hurt me and half to die . yknow it feels like a bloody pain (?) i feel thankful to God for saving me . at begin , i felt something creeping into my hand it all happened quickly , i tried to pull my hand but i couldnt, and then i started feel the shock , started scream , and tried to release myself, i used my left hand to release my right hand but the left hand got stuck instead , i keep screaming until my mom hold me . while my bro tried to pull the wire away . i got released , i can't stop cry and feel the electric current flow in my body , my chest flexing in every breath . i keep reciting the Kalimah . i'm mulling over about the death . my bro urging me to nearby clinic . my hand was numb until now , that was one of the worst experiences of my life, i hope no one gets to feel that .
and then i sleep , but suddenly someone wake me up . the mere act of waking seemed to exhaust me . it's so hard to open my eyes , i wanted to sleep but instead i stared at my hand in my mom's hand . i feel overwhelmed . and started cry again . my mum save me . she shared the flow with me . she felt the pain too . i can't imagine if they're not there . :')
p/s : hmm semua ni kuasa Allah , Dia yang arranged it all . so aku ambil semua ni as peringatan . mati bila bila kan . everyone afraid of facing death . literally , i'm not ready to die :(
