hm

 let me become a silent girl .
 i'm too tired of being me .
 i don't even know my feeling especially when it come to love life .
 it so hard to describe by words .
 to everyone who know me ,
 i'm only human ,
 i have flaws which can fill a whole mahjong paper .
 if people still can't accept it , what can I do about it ?
 i tried changing . tried being something else . turns out it's still not working out .
 stop fooling yourself , spoiled brat .
 just stop trying , bcs it's a vain attempt .