my next mission

haha okay , sekarang bulan puasa . tak sempat sempat nak wish selamat berpuasa kat semua . sorry lah . lately malas betul nak update blog . more to tumblr lah . yelah nak reach next goal , kena lah rajin sikit reblog banyak banyak kan . haha okay dah dah lah tu tumblr . aku nak cerita how's my day going . okay today cuti . everyone happy like a mad . satu hari je pun . but aku akan buat cuti sendiri esok hehe . haha actually ada something to be done so yeah i'm absent tommorrow . i'm gonna miss person who miss me . haha sejak start puasa aku tak pernah timbang lagi berat aku . haha just let it be kan . nak gemok , gemok lah kau . sumpah tak kesah . haha mana tak kan penimpang tu pun dah mula menyorok . and i feel i gain weight everday . haha but today , aku pergi kemas kemas bilik then , i found penimbang tu . rasa macam nak timbang pulak . tapi takut sangat sangat berat naik . i thought my weight like 45 maybe . sekali timbang lah kan . woah 40 . mata aku besar macam ni tengok O.O . sumpah terkejut sebab after two years . dari form 2 my weight paling ringan pun 41 . haha i feel awesomeeeeee :))) hehehe . and my next mission to have 39 kg . i really want that weight ! comel je kot berat macam tu . kalau ada bf kan , hehe boleh buat piggy back kan ? ringan je hehe sho kiuuut . hihi aku wish aku ringan so boleh main campak campak hahahaa jk . i'm trying to get a gap between my thighs . that's pretty . may all my dream come true . lala ~ hopefully . i'm so jealous to see who those have a gap between theirs . rasa macam ewww gemuk nya kau ena . but this is most asdfghjkl thing bila aku cakap aku gemuk . and everybody like ' kau manada gemok doh ' or like ' kalau kau gemok , aku apa ? ' as person , we all kenapa tah kan tak pernah cukup dengan apa yang ada . gah ! aku bukan nya tak bersyukur but try to get the best lah . Thanks to Allah who created me like this , i just love it . really love it to have all this . i just need a lil improvement to my body . everybody want to be beautiful , same goes to me . hmm whether they're fat or skinny they're beautiful just the way they are . the best creatures created by Allah is a human . so noting to be complaint about . BUT I JUST WANT TO LOST WEIGHT . i think there's no problem haha . - already 3 am . aku tak ngantuk lagi , aku akan still awake until sahur haha . kejap lagi aku sahur kokocrunch je . sedap ! makan dengan milo or susu hehe . boring lah . haih nak text dengan orang tu , dia pulak takda credit ish rindu nya . okay lah dah lah nak stop kat sini . okay bye munchkin <3