another boring night

haha . i have nothing to blog about today  . but yea i tried to type whatever shit on here as i can . guess what ? tomorrow is schooldays . omg i'm so lazy to go to the fuck-up school . Monday is extremely boring day . wahaha . i didnt finish my homework , even the teachers gave like a loads of work to do . who cares ? you mad ? well , stay mad . hurghh , i'm tired of being like this . i'm feeling that i dont have life . maybe bcs i'm too stick to my ' super duper simple life ' aha yea , this is very very simple life . i eat , i sleep , i drink , i'm doing unnecessary things everyday , i'm just wasting my time . i acted like i dont have work to do but in fact , -.- there's a mountain works to be done . ahh . i failed of being a good girl . :( everybody wants to be successful in their life . same goes to me . but what i've done to myself ? i can lie i'm lazy . everybody's lazy . but the laziness of me is like fucking serious . i dont know how to prevent this . if i stay like this forever , my life would be devastated . oh no ! i wish a miracle will come . and magically i'm change and be a diligent and hard-working girl . haha this-is-so-pathetic :( gah , i cant stop babbling myself , but yes i'll stop it now . i'll continue talking about this blog . everytime i want to change the background of this blog , i got problem . i confused to choose its pattern or theme . this happened bcs i ave two persona , which one is a bit girly and another one is like emo or whatsoever something like that . hahaha . okay it's really hard to make a choose when i hardly love both . hmm i need to sleep , well . thanks for reading my nonsense story , bye . i love you guys ♥